Nobody is anybody enough to dictate another person’s life or to tell them the good from bad unless it’s stating the obvious like how drugs would damage your immune system.

But people are continuously naive and arrogant thinking that they are the all mighty and that they know best but it never occurs to them how everybody is built differently and how everybody has a personality system of their own that would incur a different outcome from that of themselves. Something bad for one person may not be bad for another person.

Lets take a boy and a girl for an example.

Boy dates girl. Boy breaks girls heart. Bad ugly breakup. Girl tells every subsequent girlfriend of Boy that he’s a shit person and he’s bad for them. But that isn’t the entire truth is it? Because at some point Boy is going to find someone he truly loves and things will be different for that special girl.

So learn to sit on the neutral fence more often and stop with the assumptions of other people’s lives.

You may just end up giving them bad advice.

And bad advice to the wrong person is going to destroy their lives.

All because you thought you were right and that you knew enough to put your nosy face into another persons life.

TSK.

There’s something uneasy in my heart and some conflict in my mind that wants and needs to be expressed. Still i stare and stare at this page wondering just what exactly is it that i need to write but all i can come up with is the image of a white screen and lines that are blurred and unaligned.

I’m sitting in my room staring at the gloomy skies thinking of the past 2 years this room has remained almost vacant because of my choice of life.

The familiarity should be of comfort but all I have been doing is sitting on the bed staring at nothing or forcing myself to sleep. The familiar has become unfamiliar and 2 years of being away has confused my body and it’s memories of where home really is.

At this point i have never wanted money as much as i do now because i wish so badly to just drop everything, especially school and just fly somewhere by my lonesome self.

I want to take a long drive to nowhere but again money becomes such a factor. The tols and the petrol, everything is a factor of everything else.

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I don’t know if im lonely without you.

But i do know despite it all i still miss you.

And more than anything else.

I hate that about myself.

approaches and marks a reminder of a truth that i knew from the start.

though all these months i’ve quietly prepared myself, on the 21st month it still hurts to read those words and to see that expression i have always imagined said to me after the 24th month.

some statements hint nothing.

but men are creatures that are unable to see the face value of most things and the seed of assumptions marks its place and roots itself grudgingly like a rock fallen into hardening cement.

occasionally the assumptions link nothing towards the non existing hint but still it damages the fragility of a simple hope and belief system that keeps a normal person continuously running instead of shutting off.

i know the truth.

so why am i still here?

i dont know what to write in this space anymore.

i have time yet i dont.

need my desktop to be more productive for my blog.

pfft

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Normally im damn lazy never edit anything or caption anything just take and upload. so here i semangat a bit. wtf. although its really just some pointless captions. hahaha. but at least got a bit more effort right! to show you guys im sorry for not updating AGAIN. =X