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Sep

14 Feb 09

dont know why my vday pics consist of these but yea whatever. havent picture spamemed in a long time but fucken windows 7 and HP printers giving me a hell of a headache so i figured screw it. might as well spam my blog

yes yes fat face. whatever

dodgy much
hahaha poor baby rabbit had a teeth overgrowth problem

the mess that is my room.
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26
Apr

Realisation Hits – He’s Gone

it’s been almost 12 hours seen i picked up his cold solid body. at that time there was no feeling of remorse or a need to cry; just a quiet sadness that was easily overcomed.

i thought i had finally gotten over the whole pet dying issue considering how many i have had to live through; turns out i was wrong.

11 hours later it all starts again and it hits me like a snowball right in my face and i realise Chillie the teddy is gone. In an instant my mood falls a few notches and that familiar stream of liquid flows down my cheeks. Flashbacks of the time i first held him in my arms and all the moments ive had him next to me came crashing like a ton of boulders after an explosion hits.

the same familiar loneliness begins and despite the music playing all around me i feel like im alone in this neverending silence and guilt starts to eat me up. all the same questions begin and i wonder what if i had paid more attention to him? what if i had noticed he was sick just that few hours earlier.

it sucks when a pet dies because we can never tell if they were really happy being with us. but no matter what it is i know i loved him as a parent would love a child and just watching him play would make me smile.

i miss you baby boy, and im sorry i wasnt next to you when you were almost gone.

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26
Apr

Get Well Chillie

my favourite guinea pig is sick =( he refuses to eat and drink and can barely walk. from the fattest guinea pig he is now skin bones and fur. no more tummy =( im worried about my poor baby. he refuses to be force fed as well. sigh sigh.

get well soon my not so little big monster! mummy loves you long time.

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