The song Some Other Time by Barbra Streisand plays in the background and the words “where has the time gone” keeps replaying itself in my head.
I open my blog every now and then before staring at the last post and the date. This makes me glance at my watch and the same very thoughts start make their appearances; – “where has the time gone?”
Day becomes night and night becomes day repetitively without fail and at some point i lose track of time, days and dates.
It’s not that i am up and about being busy with every minute that i have. Yet so many restrictions and responsibilities weigh themselves in my face and my brain automatically takes this as a queue to go into a shut off mode and not do anything i want to do.
All those times of saying i want to play my playstation, i want to finish reading a book, i want to paint a picture and the many more that i have made in worded promises or even written down in this very blog or anywhere else never seem to happen. Then i look at the date and it’s almost the end of the year.
Time is a funny thing.
I seem to work in funnier ways.
I think i’m going to bake a cake. Or perhaps i shall make some cookies instead.
Who cares if i have a paper on Monday.
My heart just isn’t there.
I want to do something I love instead.