wow! i just noticed my previous post was my 1990 post which therefore means my birth year post.

err…okay whatever.

so i was lying on the bed just now and started probing my disgustingly cellulitey elephant thighs and by jove! it’s been almost a month of gyming and there is significantly NO difference with me. pfft. i am such a weakling “=_= i cant even run on the treadmill for more than 3 minutes. omgwtfbbq. yah. so i spend about 20-30 minutes just walking HAHAHHAHA. so pathethic right

so yesterday the house of desk tutted at me and insisted he sign me up for body combat *___* which i said i would die in, due to the lack of stamina thus causing him to insist even more insistently that i go for body combat class and actually make use of the ridiculous price im paying for the gym “=_=

miehh… i need my trainer back *whimpers*

oh! but the boy says im very updated now because i suddenly have time to watch mtv and those reality game shows like beaty and the geek. KAKAKKA. see. gym isnt all that bad =p

spent the past ALMOST 2 hours studying while being distracted by the bfs playing of movies on the comp and now my eyes are all fuzzy and hazy *_* im not tired, im not sleepy and i want to continue on my road to redemption. pfft but my eyes just wont focus T___T mieh..

nike warehouse sale tomorow baybeh! although cash shortage is at extremities T___T my pays are all still going through tendering. sigh. when i have jobs i complain, when im jobless i feel sad and pathethic T___T no money income woi. i think as much as i hate working i’m starting to become quite the workaholic. not good not good. STUDY HOLIC GINNY THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO BE!

i finally broke a sweat at the gym today, oh so rare. Yahla. im damn lazy wan exercise but always take big breaks in between… U_U so my ex-trainer saw and went WOW YOURE FINALLY SWEATING!! and decided okay la im gonna give u some extra free training for 15 minutes. I think his intention was just to laugh at how pathethically weak i am U_U

brought one of my rabbits out with me to Jaya One. It’s quite fun carrying a bunny in a basket out and then putting her in the trolley while you shop for groceries =D imma gonna do it more often. hohohoh. although this will probably give rediculously muscular arms due to the weight @_@ it’s amazing how heavy a rabbit in a basket can be. hur hur.

oh! i havent had meat except seafood in over 3 weeks and a few days ago i had chicken at nandos. it was weird. yesterday i had steak and cheese at subway which is usually my favourite and it felt hell weird as well @_@ was pretty sick after that. hmmm..

hahah..wtf..this post got damn a lot of tags. actually my tags all pretty random. eh but i like la so how.

it’s darn annoying because i finally have time to sit down and finish watermarking my jamiroquai concert pics. HAHAHA AND YOU THOUGHT THAT PHASE WAS OVER ;p IN YOUR FACE PEOPLE. wtf im such a loser. BUUUUTT there’s either something wrong with blogger or my internet connection because i can’t upload pictures ‘=_=

which is pretty annoying because there’s this blind cocker spaniel up for adoption and the poor thing!! blind di wei end up in spca or paws is like damn sad case.. i would love to take her in but my parents would kill me and my other dogs would probably kill her.

i think the gym is making me a happier person.

today while doing stretching exercises my trainer turned to the lady next to me and said WATCH WATCH now her face is serious but watch when i do this!! (proceeds to push my leg straight up and not let it slack and its crazy painful i burst into fits of laughter. wtf) and then he tells her im the happiest person he has ever trained because i laugh and smile at everything! YOU SEE! i have a bit of optimism in me after all!! im not all dark emo and gloomy. =D

and after coming back from the gym for my next class my girls said EH U LOOK HAPPIER AND MORE ALIVE THAN JUST NOW!! i have also started to make full use of their steam rooms by leaivng conditioners and hair masks in my hair *O* my hairs nice and soft now. wheee!

exams are like 3 weeks away and.. i am.. far far away. wtf..

(edit: im not so happy anymore. first this post took forever to publish. second my trip to melbourn in august might not be happening anymore. all the flight prices have almost doubled which means instead of forking out abt 2.5k-3 k for a pair of ticket i need to fork out 4-5k which i obviously cannot save in time… sigh..and thats just air ticket.. what abt spending money and what not.. fuck this shit… i hate changing ticket prices.)

[edit edit: oh..snatch the movie made me happy again. i love. brad pitt is the shnizit =O]

tsk, the bf’s room has bad study mojo. all i feel like doing is being lazy and wormlike whatever that is. i just realised i forgot to label the previous post. oh well.. it was a rather short one anyway. don’t any of you find this label thingie just a wee bit tedious.

todays gym session was with a trainer! and i am either retarded or my body’s just way fucked. we did a lot of different types of exercise and eveyrtime he asked if a certain body part of mine was feeling the strain and most of them were normal.. BUT EVERYTIME he asked if my thighs were feeling it i said no *____* only my knees felt it which is mucho weird. he gave me weird looks like i was an alien or something but i love my trainer =D he’s nice. and then i also apparently cannot feel strain on my back? which is also tres weird. i think its’s because i’ve accumulated too much fats over the past years. i swear my back is soooo meaty you would think i should be rolly polly all round but i’m not @_@

my hamsters died =( so i got new ones! this is the first time i got non syrian hamsters because little hamsters scare me but they were staring at me through the glass =( and they bite!! RARW.. but they’re so small it feels more like they’re scratching me.. so one of them was nibbling my fingers and the boy asked if i was going to teach them to continue nibbling my fingers. i didnt even notice how dumb that move was “=_= i am so sad.

one of them is all white but she kinda resembles the joker because she has this really deep cut on one side of her mouth like the joker so she looks little weird. like her face is all twisty and senget or something but i love my hamsters. i have this tendency to bring home weird animals *O* usually the sick ones. sigh. can’t help it. they just look so sad and strangely lovable.

on another note. <=== i use that a lot. er.. right anyway.. it's really annoying when the study mood decides to run off when i have time to study. everytime i feel all gung ho about studying i have to run off to work or some appointment or something and now when i'm all relaxed with nothing in particular to do (except physics which i used to adore but now hate. dont ask) but i dont have my physics book with me right now anyway.

i want asam fish…. and pasta….and ikan bakar….and pizza from pizza bravia…

oh gawd i am such a pig.