Just testing wordpress for blackberry as recommended by ky =)

Stuck in a jam on the way down to pavilion so camwhore la. Bwahahahah.

Yeay. Jay K is on radio.

Okay totally pointless and random post but whhaatteeevvvaahhh. As the title says

its common knowledge that i am the kind of person that would rather put a bullet through a humans head than that of an animal. yet watching the hurt locket just now, i realise i am still capable of feeling human empathy. and its disheartening that it would take a movie to wake me up and be pulled back into realisation of whats really happening out there and the amount of human suffering that happens on a daily basis.

yet here we cower in our comfortable homes getting upset over things that really dont mean shit at all compared to the fragility and pain the less fortunate go through. and i cant help but to hate myself just that little bit more, for what i really cant seem to explain right now even if i tried.

my train of thoughts are all over the place as always and i cant seem to connect what i really want to say in this space today but its easy to understand why he would give up his home to walk back into that battlefield risking life and death all over again.

sigh.

sorry. incoherent thoughts. war movies make me emo.

So I know I haven’t been updating and this has by far been my longest time ever from my blog but I haven’t been home due to work over the weekend and the sudden discovery that my road tax has expired. Lol. Even now I’m typing from my spankin new blackberry and I have no idea if it will even publish. Bwahahahah. Okay so its not spankin new and I’ve had it for almost 2 weeks now but hey that’s counted as pretty new! Is it not?? @_@

On a totally unimportant note, the bf got star shaped lights and we hung it on the head board of the bed and its really pretty but I can’t show u but I posted a pic in twitter. Yes I finally got twitter and the usernames babyginz if anyone is even remotely interested in the random spewings of my life. Hur hur hur

And have I ever expressed my utmost hate towards them pesky mosquitoes?? I’m pretty sure I have but I must stress on this again because they really are the most annoying pests alive to me right now >=(

Oh. Final fantasy soon!!! Mwehehehhe. Rubs hands together in glee.

Off to play games now! Please let this publish please let this publish *puts hands in praying position*

gee whiz. so the princess falls asleep in a foul mood and wakes up in an even worst mood. tres perfecto. must be that damn PMS. else something is definitely wrong. HM.

and as always with absolutely nothing intelligent to say here but because her crankyness has stopped her highness from attending classes today in fear of snapping off everybody’s heads, she misses her peeps who have all gone back overseas =( nobody free to entertain me on weekdays!! *sulks in corner* and nothing better to do la obviously so itchy backside must open blog and type rubbish lor.

and to note, i’ve already gotten sick of driving. tsk. talk about fast.

i feel like splurging money on clothes imma almost never gonna wear. and heels. and pretty things that make me happy. =(

i want to eat japanese. I miss Hajime and Rakuzen and Kampachi.

i miss Natalie Chai =(

and Khue Ju Piau and Keegan Lee. please come back quick and rescue me. thanks.

i miss Bakerzins awesomest strawberry shortcake. LE SIGH.

i want to swim. i want back all my club memberships especially KLGCC  T___T stupid overpriced memberships that get revoked at 18!! where is the justice in all of this!! it should be at least 21 NOT 18!! i is anger.

i want poached eggs from La Bodega or Yogi Tree U_U

oh. why do i have such expensive cravings now when i just got the blackberry. nao no more money to throw. ahhhhhhhhhhh. need work work. but dreading work this thursday to sunday. 12 fucken hours. and at 7AM. FML. what on earth possessed me to say yes.. oh right. empy bank account beckons. FML.

and i do not like fitness first in the curve. so much for platinum. it sucks. me fav is still at Manulife. glorious big windows and sun!! and so much more private for some reason. ahhhhhh. pilates almost killed me last week. i is so weak. it is pathethic. my friend Sophie took 3 classes back to back on Sunday. Body combat, Body Jam and Body Pump and she was perfectly fine T_T why am i like that. cannot even survive one class. UWUWUWUWU.

chants “i love my life, i love my life”

just shoot me.

what started out as a bad day got better in the end =3

a good long swim and a healthy new tan from laying on the ledges as cool water leapt against me was a very refreshing change. float and watch the shapes of the clouds change and i hear nothing but the echos of every sound. he lies there in the same spot i lay and talks about his past and i am grateful i chose to stay. a friendly hello from a father and daughter pair and understanding smiles exchanged.

tom yam seafood noodles in sentul and bumming on the couch while new games on the latest console is played as he leaves his trail of sweet little kisses is always a pleasant welcome to a lazy sunday afternoon.

yummy savoury crepes and the discovery of a new type of crepe stall in the curve (ringo: YOUR JAPANESE CREPES ARE IN IKANO!!!) continues on with ice chocolate and strawberries plus a sudden cooling wind on this very hot chinese new year. walk along the street market and a discovery of the favourite ribbon hair ties and a newly bought pair of earrings and i am a very very happy child.

end it all with cuddles on the couch, a very sweet kitty and shisha with old pals and i am contented as of this while.

okay. picture totally unrelated but i felt like i had to post a picture and i saw that in my album and i really like it so bleh =p

sigh. classes starts again. and so does the jam =(