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Memories or Lost Love?

This topic has been making it’s way into my life much too many times this week.

From an incidence of a close friend of mine to a continuous stream of movies and DVDs.

Is it really a happy thing for two people who really like each other to not end up together? Even when the feelings never really disappeared despite being years since their last meeting.

Many have said the movies I have seen were not sad at all and I was crazy to have cried as much as I did because in the end, there were always still the memories they both held on to and they skipped the pain of a love that dies after finally being together.

But there goes that constant questions of What Ifs?

And how do both parties really move on with their lives while still never really being able to let go of the other?

Isn’t it unfair to their future partners as well.

Why is that a happy ending?

Maybe I’m naive. Maybe I believe too much in fairytales and love stories but it always, ALWAYS hurts me to see two people who clearly have chemistry not end up being together even for just a little while yet still have their minds and hearts keep rotating back to each other as the years go on by.

I hate seeing things like that happen.

So do it.

Do it when they’re right next to you. Tell them how important they really are in your lives because that special moment is fleeting and every second of hesitation spells another opportunity for loss.

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(I’m sorry this post is so messy and hard to understand. It’s been a while since I last wrote and the cascade of supposedly not so sad but incredibly sad to me movies have really hit a nerve with me and my head needs a little clearing..

This post has also nothing to do with me directly or anybody else I know in particular just a wondering thought as I find being in such a situation to be such a heart wrenching one while many are able to think of how it is actually better that way.

Bah!! Even I cant understand what I’m writing….

SORREH!)

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A Night Before The Eve.

Sitting by the staircase listening to all the loud noise. It’s not irritating, it’s not discomforting but it’s just there.

Days of being happy went on and tonight marks it’s time for reversal.

I’m not sad. I’m not upset.

I’m just living in it’s balance of ups and downs.

Actually, it’s strange and funny.

But I think I may actually be content. Is this good? Or is this even bad?

Merry Early Christmas loves!

I think I’ve finally progressed =)

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Winter Solstice 2011 Achievement!

I made for first Tong Yuen today!! All by myself! Bwahahhaa.

And it looks ugly in the picture because colour all is so retarded but it’s actually very nais okay!!

Lesson learnt today.

As with all days i decide to make something I’m unsure of.

NEVER!

I repeat.

NEVER!

Ever follow online recipes exactly because they always screw up for me “=___=

I couldnt get the consistency of the dough right by following recipes i found online and got so frustrated that i dumped everything and restarted a new batch based solely on feel.

IT WAS PERFECT!

Perfect for me la. Haha.. since the consistency an the chewiness was just the way I like it ^__^

Happy Dongzhi festival everyone!

La la la la laaa

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Shattered

that’s what i am.

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I miss you.

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End of Oct 2011?

As fate would have it, I have once again unconsciously abandoned this space for well over 2 weeks.

2 weeks? Really??

I don’t get how its possible that a total of 15 days have passed since my last post. Is time literally disappearing in front of my eyes or have I really been so preoccupied with things that my blog no longer consciously exists in my current time.

Not that it matters much as I have lost almost all my readers over the past year. Not sure from being a boring blogger or from the lack up current updates but the tiny fragment of ppl left do still leave me dwelling in guilt sometimes. And its always a surprise to see who actually still comes into these dusty corners that lack its much needed owners attention.

Anyway, here’s the tragedy of the day so you may all laugh at my stupid misfortunes that is actually enabling my supremely lazy self to blog right now.

I actually had a full day today like almost every other day lately but was feeling strangely more tired and sleepy than usual. So I skipped some appointments and rescheduled some others thinking ahh! I’m going to make my day free and spend my time procrastinating away on the internet and TV instead of continuing with my pile of pending workload. But as I got home, I discovered the electricity with all the external plugs were gone and no amount of flicking at the power circuit could get it started again.

So there we had it. No tv and no laptop because my laptops battery was flat.

It is now 5pm and the electrician has finally got things working but I am still typing this on my blackberry because I started the post lying on the bed waiting for the circuits to be fixed.

Okay.

Thank you for wasting your time once again by reading the chronicles of ginnys pointless life.

Wtf.

Bye!

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